~Why I RP~

* To get away from it all
* To enhance my imagination
* Because I'm bored
* Because rp is better than rl (xD)
* Because when you can't control your life at least you can control theirs

* It's a good way to relieve stress
* Helps you think out side the box
* You have more hope or less hope afterwards
* Helps you understand things you can't explain
* Your charrie can't betray you unless you make them (xD)
* You get to LOL
* Scream
* And cry
* You decide when it ends
* You're in control
* Cliff hangers keep you begging for more
* Plot twists get you wtf-ing
* Good way to stay up all night
* Makes you feel like a loser and proud!

That I am...:3

Twins; Envy&Pity

My lip moves to the left in jealousy
She may have that title but...
Chick can never be me
Sure your name's in her status
And maybe you met her through your friend
But you and me got history
And that you can't pretend
It happens all the time in movies
In TV shows and in books
The main character loves her best friend
But her best friend never looks
And maybe at the end they finally get together
But that's why they call it a movie
For us there is no happily ever after
That's alright because one day
One day you'll see
Though she has your heart
You'll wish you gave it to me...

Dear Obama,

People crowding in the streets
From all over they come to hear your word
I may not have been on that block
Or stood by those steps
But I was there.
I was there when the thought first came about
I was there when people around were full of doubt
I was there when suddenly a glimpse of hope was born
I was there when the people of the world didn't feel so scorn
It's been a long journey
And much more ahead
Though I can't say I shook your hand
Or cheered for you in those streets
I was there, and I'm glad I was a witness

~That {fateful} night~

New culture and new land, sometimes it's hard to understand
But if we think back we wouldn't change a thing
On that fateful night...
We kept messing up but we still kept trying~

Oh, hoho,

We'll go the distance
We'll make it passed the horizon
And save mankind's existence
With each step that we take
And every evil we remake
We'll never forget and always remember
That fateful night

Mmhmm...sometimes it's hard, but with friends like us who knows...
we might just save the world
Always staying strong No matter what happens we have to move along

And

We'll go the distance
We'll make it passed the horizon
And save mankind's existence
With each step that we take
And every evil we remake
We'll never forget and always remember
That fateful night

~Never let go of your dreams the future is cruel but not what it seems. Miles might come between us, time and everything in between...But without you...without you...there is no me~

Together...

We'll go the distance
We'll make it passed the horizon
And save mankind's existence
With each step that we take
And every evil we remake
We'll never forget and always remember
...That...fateful...night---

~Remember~

Don't forget me I beg
My knees bloody on the ground
I try my hardest, my hardest
But my hardest is yet to be found
Do you recognize that face?
Can you see tears through the rain I put myself in?
I need to get out of this place.
But please remember me...
I am dirty and cold...hurt and forsaken
I am lost and sold...forgotten and mistaken
My existence left to the dark
The back of the class I stay
Even if you see me smile the light she will fade
I will hug you, love you, be your friend
But still you will not see
What's become of me
And maybe one day when you look in the mirror
Though I am not dead my spirit will still haunt
Left in the dark
Now you remember...

~Without Reason~

Without reason I ask you to follow me and you listen

And whenever I'm alone in the dark you glisten

And sometimes when I forget who I am

You're still there again and again

So tell me friend,...why?

No matter what the scenario

You stay by my side...

A thousand steps could be taken

A million lives can be slain

But If I ask you to follow

You'll never look away

Without you I'm less than what I claim

Without you I may go insane...

Without you, my friend,

nothing makes sense

and everything is plain...

A {mutt} till I die

The Puerto Rican in me died when mi abuleo got shot
now it hard for me to say "hola"
And living with my mom was too much of a reality for me
so I had to go live with mi abuela
Sometimes I wonder if I should just go back to the projects because everywhere else
I just feel like a reject
If I'm not in school I'm at home isolated I just don't wanna look out my window
cause it makes me feel constipated...
Like I'm trapped in a mixture of cultures and I don't know which one should be let out.
Hearing names like spic and cracker.
There isn't a moment in my life when I feel like either.
Because who you are at heart may not be who you are at home.
And home may not be home but a house.
And you're waiting to move. I love you all but see you soon.
I gotta be myself.
I gotta get out of this doubt.
At heart I am mutt because no one can label me
I don't give them that control
And it pisses them off because the don't got a hold

See, I'm tired of living a lie...so like it or not
I'm a mutt till I die