Not leaving~

"Not Leaving"

I won't be caught up in socity Talking about all the things you'll do for me All I gotta do is leave my home country Drop my culture and travel across the sea Say good-bye to mama and daddy Because if you leave your culture you're leaving your family And this is what you're meant to be A number no matter where you go so why not be a number, in your own home?

~depressed~ Not anymore though ^_^

I wish I could say I let my heart win in this case...

Though there was joy...I was left with was disgrace...

It got to the point where I couldn't trust myself...

Anger and hate became something I dealt...

Left alone...all these questions left to linger in my head...

Warm hugs in the morning and kisses at night...but left alone always in my bed

I smiled everyday for all to see...

Maybe if I can fool everyone else then I could even fool me...

Perhaps you may say that I am distressed

But this is just how I feel when I am depressed

BANANA CREAM PIE

 Yesterday I had banana cream pie for the first time. OMG. It was amazing and to top it all off it was home made by mi grandma :3 Holy crappies can that woman cook/bake! AND for dinner I had taco saland @_____@ I am a lucky child. ^_^ Now...all I can smell is banana cream pie >@-@<>>...I'll stop now...